[Katie Lydia]

Originally Posted by Tigerlily.

Katie, everyone reacts to these things in a different way, the second time I was sexually assaulted, I reacted like you are now. It can be hard to deal with and to think that you are reacting the "wrong way" doesn't help. But just try to remember that you have support. Are you considering pressing charges or seeking help for what he's done to you?

First of all thank you for replying to me, it actually brought tears to my eyes that someone has replied to me, the first thread i made about it, i had no response at all and theres nothing worse when your seeking help and you get ignored.

I'm not pressing charges because he feels terrible about it and is crying down the phone to me, pleading and i don't think i could live with ruining his life like that because i don't even think he thinks it was rape, i think he thinks he "went too far."

I just can't shake this hole in my stomach that makes me feel naseous and numb and i want to feel something.

Thank you so so much for replying to me, that has really helped.