I was supposed to get to see E today
I got dressed & made myself look pretty so we could go to the mall...& waited, and waited, because he had early morning driving lessons & took a nap afterwards. So he finally wakes up, and tells me he can't hang because his mom is making him vote..but he has time to spend hours playing video games with his brothers & cousin instead of spending time with me?? I never get to see him, & we fought, AGAIN this week & I really needed to spend time with him. But nooo. I'm so jealous of him. He has friends to spend time with & talk to, and I pretty much don't anymore. I'm so lonely & triggered & I miss him so much
& I'm so triggered, & I really didn't want to eat that pizza for dinner.
I'm about to start crying because of that damn pizza
& the font formatting isn't working, for no reason -.-
It's been an all around kinda bad day :/