[i_like_black]

I can't be honest because I'm scared of going back to hospital and I don't want to go into respite.

I want to cut but my probation officer checks my arms, so I'm going to have to go to legs or something.

I love working out, as long as I actually get myself to the gym, it's great.

I'm over the nightmares. Over them.

I'm thinking of going for a walk, and sitting on a railway level crossing, and seeing if I have the balls to stay seated there when I know a train is coming.

Maybe I lied to you about potentially being suicidal.

I really don't understand, I thought the meds were supposed to help me to feel better. I don't.