[mindflower]

...........................UGH! UGH TO YOU BOTH FOR PLAYING WITH MY MIND!

Matthew, I swear, I don't know whats happening to me, or happening to you, but omygod im not even your girlfriend and you're acting like I am! Dude, if you care about me so much that you kiss my cheek, nose, and neck, you spin me around in your arms and you constantly compliment me or just want me around, then why the fuck did you leave me?!

Cody.....I honestly swear sometimes I think you just want me for my body. Thats all. and DUDE im fucking FAT! all my friends hate you because they're scared you'll use me and leave me. Im starting to agree. Might i fucking bring up what YOU said to me yesterday at the play? "Lets face it sweetie, you aren't a temple, you're an amusement park..."
DO I SEEM AMUSING TO YOU!? ARE YOU AMUSED YET!? OR ARE YOU TIRED????
......cuz I am. I love you, I couldn't dream of having another boyfriend, but god....sometimes I swear.... they're right.
if you think you're gonna lose me to Matthew, then make me not want to leave.