Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
October 19th 2012, 11:40 PM
Last night, while we were on the phone... you cried. Now, the next day, it would be awkward to bring up. And if I did, it would make you close up again. So I won't. I won't bring it up. But if you only knew that I will never, ever leave you. I am so afraid of you leaving me too. Why can't you understand that? You know this but the only reason I could come up with as to why you would still think I would leave is that you are afraid of me leaving more than I am afraid of you leaving. Which, is crazy. I've finally found someone who fears my leaving as much, if not more, than I fear theirs.
I promise I'll protect your heart. Just like how you promised me you'd protect mine. Well I promise I'll do the same to yours. I love you. I love you more than you'll ever know or understand. I won't hurt you. And I won't leave. You are not just supposed to live your life alone. There is someone out there for you that is going to be amazing. She'll be everything you ever wanted. And I love you enough to know that if that's not me, that's okay. I want you to be happy. But I really would love to be happy together.
I'm a hopeless romantic and I've never been so in love in my entire life. But don't beat yourself up today for crying. It was safe with me. Anything you share with me is safe. Emotions. Thoughts. Anything. I'll keep it safe. I love you.
Formerly jelli1224
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