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Re: Battling Addiction - October 18th 2012, 12:04 AM
Shock. Shock? Am I in shock? Tears are stinging my eyes... I'm calling in sick to work. I can't go to work, I'm in so much shock. I... I... I need to call... I need to call... I need to leave and get fresh air. I... Oh my...

Why. I'm such a mess, I feel it, I'm in so much shock. The guy who I had unprotected sex with, told me he has a daughter, or the fact I told him I was sexually abused as a child and him telling me he has a child. I... I... I'm not mad... I'm just so damn... confused. I just... can't to go work. I need to leave, my cousin knows I work... I need a cigarette now and a massive one.

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