[girlfromsocal]

I'm living as a straight female. But I feel a lot more like a male who's gay. Being a girl is like having a priceless doll the girl I live as. I don't think I'd be as happy as a guy though on how I think now though. Because I want to be ideal for what society sees. I feel it would be a fault to be what I feel inside another problem with myself. I think GOD does everything for a reason and that's why I was born female. Despite being uncomfortable and trying to accept myself as I am. What I live as is a girl. I missed out on what I wanted but I can still enjoy my life. I also have an intersex condition but I can even get pregnant so I'm a girl 100% nowadays at birth I looked like a boy. But with cah you get fixed early.

oh and I like guys but it only has been for 8 years and that's since I was 10. Before that I really liked girls. Then the feelings were just touching it never turned into more. I seriously like guys. And am sure I like them but it doesn't change that I see girls can be a lot hotter. I've always wondered what sex would feel like with one but like as a guy how would it feel. I'll never know so it's just a thought.