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Re: What are you thinking right now? - October 15th 2012, 08:19 AM
I'm a bad, bad person. No wonder everyone hates me and I have no friends. He has every right not to love me. I am entirely worthless and should be ashamed of everything I am. I'm not alone because I want to be, I'm alone because I'm nothing. Absolutely fucking nothing and no matter what I do I can't change. I'm too old for this. Adults aren't supposed to be thoroughly terrified this way. They aren't supposed to be awake every night fighting through panic attacks.

I have nobody... not even myself.

-Let the Music Play-
"There's no way to explain why life is filled with so much pain. But do the flowers ever grow in the places it don't rain?"

"But the unfortunate truth is that, while being different from everyone else can be exciting at first, ultimately it can get a little lonely."

"The floor seemed wonderfully solid. It was comforting to know I had fallen and could fall no further."