My Girlfriend -
October 14th 2012, 11:50 PM
So I have a dilemma on my hands. I've been with another bisexual girl for a while, and I am such a hopeless romantic. I've become attached. Thing is, she rarely ever talks to me, and it drives me nuts. I feel like a stalker trying to get something out of her. It hurts. I got sick and told her that I felt like harming myself because her neglect was driving me insane. Then, she decided to call me and talk. She used to talk to me all the time in the beginning, but now I'm lucky to get a single text from her. I feel like I am not good enough. She can't talk to me, but she can tweet or talk to her best friend. She says the reason she doesn't talk to me as much is because she's worried about being caught (she has homophobic parents) and she's busy with college. Plus, she had to take time away from me to convince a cousin who went through her stuff that she was straight.
This is ruining me. Should I give up on her if this hurts me so much?
Let's Dance
Put on your red shoes and dance the blues
Let's Dance
To the song they're playing on the radio
Let's sway
Sway through the crowd to an empty space"
-David Bowie <3 
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