[mindflower]

I'm 15 god dammit, I'm not your puppet and you're not my master. Stop making me believe that the only thing I'll ever be good for is bjs and stripping! Control your hormones and stop being so damn frustrating when I'm sad! Okay I get it! I have some issues, I cut, I'm depressed. But you said you would understand. I cut again because I'm a whore. And okay lets make it better by trying to fuck you. NOOOOOOOOOOOO -.-

and okay, heart-breaker's turn. I'm not your girlfriend, so stop making me feel like I am. You send me hearts and call me tay and make me feel great. you invite me to your house....alone. just me. and ride your bike places in the middle of the night just to have me in your arms....
its been 6 months.
i'm trying to get over you and you're making it so hard, i wish you knew that.
but at the same time.....thank you. sometimes i just flat out miss you....i wish you knew that too.