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Re: What are you thinking right now? - October 11th 2012, 05:37 AM
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. I wish I felt shitty enough to off myself. I mean, maybe if I didn't bury everything so well, I would. I want to dig it all out and destroy myself with it. I'm just fucking done being abandoned, and rejected, and discarded. It's clear that I'm not good enough for anyone. I'm done being fucked with. I really wish I had the willpower to just kill myself. It wouldn't make anything better, but I wouldn't exist anymore to feel shitty at least.

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