But it's not what you think.
My eating disorder is that I eat.. too much.
I suffered from bulemia in my past. Up until I met my boyfriend who taught me how to love myself, stop, and eat again. I was comfortable finally.
Well, I guess I got too comfortable. And after a while those insecurities came back, and once again I lost self control. Now the
ED is back, but reveresed. Too much is going in, not coming out.
I can't control it. I have no will power when it comes to eating at all. I eat when I'm bored. When I'm stressed. When I'm happy. For a hobby.
I CAN'T STOP. I am the biggest I've ever been, I hate my body, my appearance, and myself. I've gained
XXX pounds since I recovered from bulemia...
xxx pounds in 2 years
:/