[psychgirl]

Have you considered talking to a career counselor or advisor? I'm not sure if the college(s) you're looking at have them, but most I know of do. You could try to find out what interests you, and what your strengths are. This potentially could allow you to figure out what you would like to do for career. I think it's super hard to be motivated to take classes if you don't have a career in mind. It may be easier if you pick your dream career, then your major, and then go back to school.