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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
October 3rd 2012, 10:47 PM
I wish you could see how much pain I'm in.
I wish I could tell you how much it hurts to be this way, how much pain somebody has to be in to put that blade to their flesh, to cry themselves to sleep every night, to want to starve themselves for perfection, how much it hurts to feel so low, day in and day out.
I wish I could tell you.
E- I love you so much, and I'm scared out of my mind that I'm going to lose you..I miss your voice, your eyes, everything. You don't know how much this hurts me to miss you. I'm picking up the pieces, for you. I'm fighting all the urges and thoughts and behaviors, for you, because I love you.
If you're looking for a sign not to kill yourself tonight, this is it. "May the odds be ever in your favour" "A strong person is one who can smile this morning like they weren't crying last night." Your never alone, I'm always here for you. Shoot me a VM or PM.
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