I want to kill myself, mum, do you know that? I am so depresed and fed up with like I barely have enough energy to keep going through the day! What do you say to that? What the fuck do you want me to do! You ruined my life, no, wait, I remember, you told me I ruined YOUR life. So FUCK YOU! I want death to envelope me so I don't screw up my baby sister
I don't want this anymore!
Jay.