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Queasy cutting (Eraser burning) HeLPPP -
October 2nd 2012, 07:48 AM
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So I get extremely queasy/light-headed and nauseous every time i cut myself and these cuts aren't even bad or deep, I want to go deeper but I always faint or throw up before i can continue cutting. So I've resorted to eraser burning [X]
I faint when I get shots, I fainted when I got my ears pierced, I fainted when I got my eyebrow pierced. I almost threw up the other night when I was cutting, I have a really high pain tolerance, I mean I can eraser burn [X] and I'm completely fine. But when it comes to piercings or needles or cuts or blood I can't handle it. Why is this? What's going on? Is it a mental thing? What can I do to stop it? I'd much rather be cutting than burning.
P.S If you're gonna rant at me for self harming; go away I don't care
Last edited by Palmolive; October 9th 2012 at 12:28 AM.
Reason: Included method of self harm
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