you have every right to be upset because it would have happened if something didn't go wrong that made him unsuccessful. It was still a traumatic experience. I have also been through the experience of an attempted rape and every time I see the person that was about to rape me I am soo scared I can hardly talk. I also have nightmares about him too. Its scary. I have gone through all the creepiness now and I know how to control how I feel. If you want me to help you out you can always
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