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Re: Complaint of the day - September 10th 2012, 10:49 AM
I am freaking out! I have my MRI scheduled and I don't know what to do. If I get bad news. That's it. I'm not going to fight anymore. If I get good news (which is unlikely because of the headaches I have been getting), I'll hold on for a little bit more. I'm sick and tired of living and want to die. I had been happy before, I admit that, but now I'm not so sure, I have that hollow feeling in my stomach before I slide down into deep depression again

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