Re: Being bullied -
September 7th 2012, 10:59 PM
Thanks again guys <3
I know it was a passing comment. But the most honest people are drunk people and kids. And the fact he could turn around, and chose me as ugly just totally got to me. When I think about what the senior said, after getting a slight smile from it, I shrug it off that it probably *was* someone else and I'm imagining things. So I take the bad comments, and not the good. What a lovely quality.
I hope people see that it is rubbish.. I think people are starting to realise that I'm not all bad haha. I don't know.. I talk to more people now. And the new guys (who used to seem afraid of me) talk to me without looking all guarded like I was going to start spewing out derogatory remarks that them at any second.
What if there is a reason? What if I actually am mean and I just don't realise it? Or that I'm uglier than I think and I'm in denial.. Which is actually *super* bad denial, because I still see myself as ugly haha.
People should just man/girl up to their problems and not take it out on others. Like.. What does that do?
I love you guys <3
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