[better-than-ecstasy]

I hate High School! I don't wanna go back!!!!! All I am is pushed around in the halls and is the only loser at lunch reading a book because i'm sitting right next to my "best friends" but nobody wanted to talk to me!!!!! And all the other grades get along with every niner, except me! Yeah just ditch me in the middle of spanish! thanks a bunch! I have no friends, I'm pushed around, and then i have tons of work to do, but i'm so behind. Math and Spanish, and I'm so not cool being a ninth grader taking geometry and spanish 2!!!!! like people leave me alone! I just wats some friends and get by! but no school just has to be full of a bunch of bullies. My back was hit so much at lunch today and my stomach was touching the table. I only used half of my seat and people were still running into me!!! like they didn't hit any of my friends who used up all of their chair!!!! Why do people hate me? Why High School? Can't perform for marching band on Friday cuz I was never fitted, but they all say "don't worry we'll get things straightened out" or "life gets better" The Heck It Does!!!!!! I just can't stop crying!!