Triggering, just in case <3
So I moved to a new school last year, at the beginning of High School. Pretty sure I've settled in well. I have a great bunch of friends.
But there is this one girl. I literally talked to her a handful of times at the beginning of last year because I was new and didn't know *any body*.
This year, apparently she is talking to people behind my back, telling them that I am annoying, mean, and that they should ignore me all of the time. Luckily, a guy in my grade defends me, but still.. What if people are believing her? She has done this *in front of me*, so I know it is not a rumour.
I'm kind of done telling people about this issue, because all I get is "she has no life" and "she's just jealous of you." YEAH okay. That makes *perfect* sense. I'm not attractive by any stretch of the imagination (I'm downright gross) and I'm just average in every other way.
I'm quiet and I am nice! At least.. I think I'm nice. I try to be nice. I can't even kill a spider without (aside from fearing for my life because I'm petrified of them) feeling bad! I'm nice to strangers on the street because you never know when someone just needs a smile to give them hope!
I find it kind of weird to vent about this, because usually I'm the one defending my friends from bullies and stuff
I just don't know what to do.. This on top of my E.D.? Like... Great. I didn't need this!
Thanks for reading guys. Love you <3
Abigail