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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 11th 2009, 12:54 AM

my grandmother actually said she didnt want me. she told me that she wanted to put me back in foster care. and for the first time i hated her i hated my own grandmother even if she has sent me back a bunch of times already and tells me she doesnt want me, i still shouldnt hate her. maybe theres something wrong with me

she watched him beat me and didnt even get mad. she yelled at me and said everything was my fault. she actually told him that i wasnt worth him getting angry over. she didnt even care. he beat me and she didnt even care.

my boyfriend is the only one who loves me. but i feel like ill lose him if i dont have sex with him.he hasnt asked or anything but what if he doesnt want me.