[Maddiystic]

You. Your name should be insult enough. You have ruined enough; you have done enough damage. I trusted you as my best friend once, but you broke everything you promised and I don't even know if I want to trust people in general again just in fear of someone being like YOU. You lie, cheat, hate, use your two faces and demand all I have to give and all my respect. You gave nothing. I can't do this anymore. Leave me alone. FOREVER. I can't do this anymore. You've hurt me beyond words. I don't even look in mirrors anymore. Now, are you content? Of course not. I still don't math your image of the perfect best friend. You even pretended to be me to achieve your goals, the one you say would (in your eyes) make me happier and better. YOU DON'T KNOW ME. YOU ACT LIKE YOU DO. Honestly, I ran away from the hardships I faced before and don't regret it-- I got to start over. But then you. You. You. You. You. You. You. You. You. YOU. You won't leave me be! You don't get it! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! You have done enough... I beg of you, leave me alone. And never come back. Ever.

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I didn't forget about YOU, either. You are just so messed up. You EMBRACE it. I can't stand the sight of you. You try to get our pity, you exaggerate, you freak out at us and blame us for your faults and twist everything I ever did for you or every memory we shared into something I did wrong. Remember when I gave up every penny I saved so we could have fun, after you mysteriously last-minute had no money for the day we had planned for months? And then you said the day was horrible and I wrecked it all. I was being the kindest I could. I held all my rage. Then what do you do?!?! YOU ALWAYS BLAME IT ON YOUR NON-EXISTENT EXCUSES. You worm your way out of any trouble you should be in. You try to convince me of your reality which is blatantly false-- please just face the truth. And please, leave me alone and never come back to me, ever. I want to be alone...

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The sole reason I won't say either to their faces is because they will exaggerate it, lie about it, tell everyone and thus, I get hate. It has happened before....

I can't take this anymore....
Leave me be....