I'm happy now.....but for some reason.....I still find a constant need to be anorexic. Its like, my
SH and
ED issues flipped on the craving scale, and now
SH isnt as important as being skinny.
And its like.....I can't tell anyone......especially those it would hurt.....which are those I want to tell most.......my boyfriend....my "sister" and "brother".......my best friends.....
but no.....just something else I need to hide...