Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 9th 2012, 07:15 AM
I feel so hungry right now. It isn't fair. I just want to tear my stomach out and tell it to buzz off.
I'm obsessing over a past relationship that only hurt me. And it hurt me deeply. After all he's done, I still want to sleep with him. And I'm engaged to be married to another man whom I love more than I love myself. I feel like such an ungrateful, adulterous, despicable whore.
I need a drink. I need one badly. Who cares about an entire month of sobriety down the drain? Before that it was six.
Everyone tells me their problems, but no one has the courtesy to listen to mine.
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