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And no I never meant a kid with diabetes, I work with disabled kids and even I would hesitate to babysit a small very diabetic child. If you're anxiety is that bad then I definitely understand your reservations to want to deal with the challenge of watching kids, I just mean if you have like an easy to manage case you should try to overcome it on your own, cause I have a lot of friends who have issues with stuff and they let it rule their lives when it shouldn't have to be like that, which is unfortunate in my opinion. I wasn't intending it as a direct insult or anything, just that you should do what you can to learn how to manage it instead of letting it rule your life, which, if you are in therapy and taking meds then you are doing what you need to do. And btw, I am medicated for my ADHD, so when I said "you should be medicated" that's just how it comes out haha...

But yeah, word of mouth, signs, what ever floats the boat. Just have your parents talk to colleagues even