I honestly dont even know where to begin with you. I really don't know where to begin. After all these weeks, after all the days that we didn't talk and you IGNORED me... I finally decide to text you asking you to communicate what the crap is going on... and you tell me you think we should step down the ladder. Then you say that we're not jumping off, just stepping lower. I don't want to go lower on the relationship ladder! I love you, but you are too freaking blind to see that. Don't you see how much I care for you over here? If you see, you sure as hell don't care. I'm done with you. I'm done with you making decisions and not telling me what they are until I have to ask. I'm tired of being in love with you. I'm tired of crying for you. Why did you lie to me? You know I've gotten hurt before. You where there for me as I cried over him. Well guess what... now you're not here for me as I cry over you. Grow the hell up!
