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I thank the good lord for all the things he gives me : food,water,bed, non-abusive parents, and so forth

but I feel lonely alot, I have a unibrow and I'am a male and I have a complex medical issue that doesn't let me get rid of it, and I'm 15 and I have been ridiculed teased, and lonely since I was in 5th grade, Sometimes I might get a friend who is nice to me, but the minute my back is turned he/she does something bad and I feel worse, my subconcience is at it's peak and nowadays I can't even take dissapointment or insults, sometimes a simple comment and such would never take an effect but now my chest would tense up and sometimes I feel like I can't breathe, my mother really doesn't care much about it and my father is often at work most of the time, I used to drink alot of soda (yes it's stupid) and it would help the pain, but now it never helps, all I feel is sad and always feel like reading something with angst and such on a fictional website, I really just want someone to be there, because not even my family really wants to help me, is there someone out there who gives a damn and won't judge me?