[Tigereyes]

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm crying every day and night. I want to just give in and cut myself apart. I deserve it. Right now I'm only staying strong for my best friend. I miss my other friend; I thought she was one of the few who cared. I honestly don't know why I even bother anymore. Everyone hates me-all anyone ever does is get mad at me and yell at me (which reminds me of being abused in the past), most people don't even give a damn about me, and multiple times I've been told to kill myself. It's a damn good thing I'm too scared to even consider that.