Thread: Triggering (SH): so much hard work gone!
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so much hard work gone! - July 2nd 2012, 04:04 AM
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seriously. a month and a weeks work down the drain. i hadnt cut it that long and i was so proud of myself and then one day just gets to me and i break. for the past couple days i have been feeling so alone and unwanted. ive never felt this alone, ever. its just gotten so bad. and then i had to babysit my cousins on friday, a day after two of my best guy friends left me. and i was just so on edge. so i went in my room and tried to fight the urge but it didnt work. then today i felt so on edge and so alone i did it again. so much hard work down the drain! so mad at myself....