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All my hard work is gone... - July 1st 2012, 02:53 AM
I didn't cut myself for a month. I made a promise to myself and my best friend that I wouldn't cut myself anymore. I tried some alternatives and they got me to today. I had a break down today and I just cried and cried and I finally gave in and cut myself. And while all of this was happening i just wanted to be gone. I just wanted to get drunk and then cur into a vein and be gone. I just can't believe that I did it. I am soo mad at myself. I broke my promise and now I just feel guilty... I know I need help but no one in my family knows and I don't want then to ever know...