[Agony]

I know why my other friend hates me, Ive been apologizing for almost a year...and in that year I've changed into her in my own ways...the cutting, the suicide attempts, the snappy girl that randomly comes out...I don't know if she's ok or not but she won't respond to me. As for my other friend I've tried that (savannah if your reading this don't get mad) but she doesn't understand..she's never been depressed or upset about something for a long time...I know she means well but no matter how much she gets mad at me...I won't change.