[Tigereyes]

Hey, the doctors will figure it out eventually. Even if it takes them a while, you have a lot of people that care about you. Also, have you tried to figure out why your friend won't talk to you? Try to look back at what happened before they wouldn't talk to you and look at things from your friend's perspective. It's not an easy thing to do, but it can't hurt to try. As for your other friend, if she's freaking out about you, it probably means she's really worried and cares a lot about you (as a friend should!) Maybe you could try to talk to them about how you've been feeling? You can do this. Don't give up.