[Agony]

Tonight I'm dying.
I'm done with this pain
Done with people taking everything.
I'm done thinking I'm insane.
Do e with getting mad at anything.
Tonight I'm crying.
I'm done not being truthful and lying
Done not showing myself, instead hiding
Most of all, I'm done fighting.
I just want to give in
Commit God's greatest sin
Just take a bottle of pills
And pray that's all it takes to kill
But still I think is this real?
Do I truly want to die?
Do I really want to say goodbye?
Or is this all just a lie?
Yes I want things to get better
Better then Tina's fucking letter
But I'm so fed up with this sorrow
That's what's making me not want to wake up tomorrow
I'm sick of my nightmares
Sick of my fears
Sick of love
Sick of the man above
Does anyone care about me?
Can anyone open there eyes and see?
This goes on to show
How much I want to go
Please someone help me I plead
I am a person in need
A friend is what I need, indeed
My pain grows on me it begins to feed
All I need is someone to tell me no
Tell me to hold on and not let go
Is anyone out there?
Does anyone even care?
Or will they continue to look through me with a stare?
Tears pour out
My friends, my parents they know nothing about
This new me
If only they would have open there eyes to see
I'm dying tonight.

Tell me what you think!! Yes, this poem is about me.