[bitesize]

I don't WANT to go to the cinema with you. You always stop to get loads of food beforehand and then you eat it so SO loudly that I want to cry. You're awkward and always want to go to the bathroom or have a smoke at the last minute. You always come overdressed so I feel crap and scruffy and you complain that I make you feel tall.....well you know I'm five foot tall and you're five foot seven, maybe don't wear fucking heels when you're meeting up with me?? And you always ask me to carry stuff or whatever and the whole thing with you feels like a chore and I always come home feeling blah after an evening with you. I've only been spending so much time with you because I'm lonely, not because you make me feel good about myself.