[Coffee.]

Hey Audrey,

Nobody here is qualified to diagnose you with an eating disorder, only a professional could tell you that. However, your habits are habits that a lot of ED sufferers started out with, an obsession with food, obsession over weight, unhappiness with your body, ext. I would really recommend you talk to somebody about how you're feeling, maybe starting with a friend, then moving on from there. This is not something you have to suffer with alone, secrets are what keep people sick.

Is there an adult you trust talking about this with? Maybe a doctor, parent, teacher, anybody really that can help you obtain the help you need? What about just a friend, who you could possibly see a guidance counselor with, and could help you be able to face eating again? Overall, allow yourself to be vulnerable, you need to open up if you ever want to be able to be happy and eat again. It's really scary, trust me, but overall helping yourself by allowing yourself those moments of weakness will overall make you stronger in the future.

Hope this helps, PM me if you ever need to talk, okay?