[Michy_Blackrose]

I would strongly advise that you seek advice from a trusted source, such as a doctor or nutritionist. The good thing is that youve recognised some signs which are alerting you to the severity of the problem youre facing, the next step is to get more information on it and reach out to try and make things easier and improve them. You can get through it, i know how awful it must be because i have had problems with bulimic tendencies in the past and anorexia through substance abuse (not mentally). Here for you!