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Re: Bulimia - May 30th 2012, 11:10 PM
Oh, and I've tried to get it under control. I try to make myself eat meals, even just small snacks, but I feel so horrible afterward. Once I feel horrible, I get self-harm urges. So then I go downstairs and I binge eat, force myself to do some sort of exercise, and then I get depressed, eat again, feel worse, and the cycle continues. It doesn't FEEL out of control, but eh, IDK.


Also, something I just noticed, my hands are an orange-brown tone, but they're getting kind of purple blotching and my fingers are dark with purple knuckles.