[alexjames]

I've never felt comfortable talking to girls about personal issues. However, I went out with my female friend Today (with one of her best mates who is male). I've only ever spoken online to her, and we are always helping each other through personal issues, such as her being rejected by her ex (who is one of my best mates) to get back together. She was depressed and really upset and I helped her through it, and she said nobody else has ever helped her as much. Today we were out and spoke about personal issues, and we felt really comfortable around each other. I've never felt so comfortable around a girl before. she is a beautiful girl, really mature for her age (she's 19), and just the perfect girl. I'd LOVE to be with her, but don't want to ruin our friendship, and I'd feel i was holding her back, but she is perfect for me