[survivor16]

Hey!
I'm sorry you are struggling so much, and this sounds really hard for you.

As we are not doctors we cannot tell you if you have an ED for sure, but your eating patterns doing sound healthy, and I would talk to someone about it.
You say you are hurting yourself if you dont loose weight, and I don't think that's the way to go.

If you want to know for sure if you are at an unhealthy weight, I would suggest talking to your doctor. Maybe you could talk to a dietician and they could put you on a healthy meal plan to get to a healthy weight, but starving yourself won't help you in the long run, even though it may feel like it.

It's GREAT that you are reaching out to us, and we are always here... but I really think you should talk to a professional about all of this and how you are hurting yourself.
I know you are strong, and you can do this the healthy way.

I wish you the best of luck. Message me anytime.

Shelby