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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - May 18th 2012, 10:03 PM

I'm terrified of being healthy.
Last night I wanted to kill myself.
I hate myself and my body.
I'm in eating disorder treatment but I'm really just faking getting better so friends and family can leave me alone. I actually don't want to get better.


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Out of the ashes I'm burning like a fire. You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar. I've got shame, I've got scars that I will never show. I'm a survivor in more ways than you know. 'Cause all the pain and the truth, I wear like a battle wound. So ashamed, so confused, I was broken and bruised. Now I'm a warrior.