[survivor16]

I agree with Lynds.
I wouldn't call this a binge eating disorder, but I am not a doctor and cannot diagnose you.
You need to be eating three meals a day, because your body needs food to function right.

Do you think you eat a lot more when you are feeling emotional about things?
Your best bet would be to talk to a doctor about this.
From what I'm hearing, you dont eat because you are worried about your weight, and that's never a good place to be in.
You said you've starved yourself before, and this is not a good pattern to get into.

So yes, please talk to your doctor soon. Dont let this cycle go on. It's addicting and hard to get out of.

Good luck, reaching out is hard, but worth it.
Shelby