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My depression is crashing onto my school work - May 9th 2012, 03:12 AM
As a teenaged girl, I have been struggling with Depression. I've been to a counselor, but I have not taken any medication.

Today I brokedown in the middle of my AP European class due to all of the stress of having high grades. I started to cry and it grew so bad I had to leave the room for the rest of the period. (It was my last class so I went home afterwards)

I have been bombarded by doing my Math assignments (which I have to do or else I'll get a bad grade), a 6 page story, a 10 page essay, and then I have to study for my AP exam on Friday. My writing partner bailed on me since she is sick.

Bless her heart, my mother comforted me and bought me Gatorade to keep me focused (I have a cold right now, but I have to stay at school since it is close to Finals ) but currently I'm alone in my Dad's house.

I cannot get bad grades. I want to be a Medical Doctor when I am older. I want it so bad, it's killing me. Every hour I'm crying but I need to stay focus on doing my work.

What do you suggest I do? I cannot just sit here listening to music for hours. I have to write 5 pages by tomorrow morning.