[Dark-and-Twisty]

I guess it sucks, because I've had my heart broken and I've been friend-zoned many times, so I know what it's like. And the person who's hurt me the most is my best friend, yet I still love him. It's just different, because we were friends before I had feelings for him.

Part of me is afraid that I could toss away someone who may not meet my expectations now, but may in the future. We've all heard of the classic high school/college geek who turns into a major stud twenty years later. Or the high school/college jock who turns into a major geek in twenty years.

You'll always wonder what you could have had.

I hope he won't be completely fall apart when I suggest we just be friends. In the past, I've always wanted the guys out of my life all together, mainly because we had NOTHING in common at all. Usually, "Let's just be friends" means "I never want to see you again," to me.

We actually have some stuff in common, and I could see myself being able to help him, at least with the clothing and the socializing aspect.