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I agree that it does sound like there is no attraction there and your love for him is more because of how close you are rather than 'I'm in love with you' type of love plus if you're doing it in secret too, that isn't fair on either of you. If you're with someone, you should be able to say 'me and so and so are together' and not have to hide it from everyone. I'd end it now, it's only been a few days so it's not like it's going to be as bad as if it was 3 months and you decided to do this and as you're so close, I'm sure he'd understand your reasons.