[Flavalicious]

Hi Nicole, I remember you from your previous thread.
I mentioned to you before that your love for him might be just a love for family. You can be so easily confused since you've been with him for all your life and you're just so comfortable with him being around you.

I think if you don't feel what you suppose to feel with a boyfriend when you're with him, then leave it. It's better to end the relationship earlier rather than leaving it for long, giving him false hope and later on telling him that you can't love him as a boyfriend.

There's a big chance that your friendship with him will change after that; but since you have lots of things going on in your life, I think at least being busy will keep you distracted from this matter for now until you start your college.