[isanyone]

I'm really lonely. I'll be 17 in a month and a half and I've never had a girlfriend. I've never kissed a girl, held hands, or anything. Every Saturday I sit in my room alone wishing there was someone here with me. I feel like such a loser all the time. I feel like a pathetic hideous little worm. Every time I look in a mirror I want to break it and slice my face off because I feel so ugly. Sometimes I wonder if a girl will ever like me, and the answer is probably no. I'm unattractive and awkward and its always going to be that way. I wish I could feel a girl's embrace, romantically holding each other, like we're the only two in the world. Or a kiss, a soft kiss, physically letting each other know how much we care. But no one cares about me, I'm going to be alone next weekend too, and the weekend after that, and the weekend after that, and so on, while everyone else is on a date. Oh well, maybe one day, maybe.