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Anorexia:Recovery? Not. - April 22nd 2012, 03:38 AM
I've been out of treatment for 1 day. And I already feel the need to starve myself. I did exactly what I wasn't supposed to do when I came home. Weigh myself. I weighed myself, (edited) That is DISGUSTING. I checked in at(edited) . I wasn't even that underweight. But I let them feed me til I got fat again. I just want to starve. Sc rew recovery, I can't handle being fat anymore. It's killing me to look in the mirror. I haven't eaten since I woke up, and I love the empty feeling I have. It's going to kill my family to have to look at me fading once again. They just don't understand how I percieve myself. They'd do the same thing...
Last edited by Just Peachy.; April 24th 2012 at 03:44 PM. Reason: Posting weight figures is against the code of conduct. :)