Re: Complaint of the day -
April 18th 2012, 01:10 AM
I wish I could fix everything. I wish that I could take the pain away from you two. I wish things I said made a difference. I just.. I dont know.
Also. I'm so fucking scared. Craig is forcing me to eat. I'm shaking. I cup of salad. And to a normal person, that wouldn't be much at all. But I'm trying to fast. I'm convinced that I'm ruining everything if I eat this. I'm not thin enough yet. God knows I'll purge it in the shower. Or atleast I hope I can... I can't freaking do any of this anymore. I'm tempted to just cut. To end it all. But I can't. And I won't.
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