[Just Peachy.]

To you: After all this drama with you tonight.. and knowing we didn't click when I first moved here.. I realised something. I'm different then you. In fact, I'm different then a lot of people here. I'm quiet and only talk when spoken to. The tiniest amount of conflict makes me shake and makes me dizzy. I don't function on normality like you people do. I'm a recovering cutter, with eating disorder tendancies. I starve to gain control in areas of my life when I feel I lack it in others. I get stupidly anxious over anything remotely exciting or intense. I question every little thing in fourteen different ways until I can't possibly break it down anymore. And sure, we all have our weaknesses. I don't know what yours are, but those are mine. I'm not normal. I don't think I will ever be normal. Do I ever think we'll be close friends? No. Do I think we can tolerate each other and even get along? Yeah I do. Bu so long as we both are who we are, I don't think we can ever be close. I'm sorry for my portion in the drama, and I'm sorry you can't trust me. But this is what it is.